January 10, 2012


It's been a while since I last wrote. Been trying to write something here actually before,but I ended up pressing the backspace button over and over again, but now I decided to write because i is so bored omaigad.

Seeing most of my friends have something to do with their life now, I mean something decent, something to be proud of, something that won't make themselves feel humiliated if someone is to be asking what is going on with their life now, well, all I could say is I'm happy for them. Apart from being what I am now, I actually could have been better. I always have problems deciding which one is better especially when it comes to dealing with so many options, and I usually pick the ones that I' ll regret later, then I'll be sitting alone like a dog, talking to myself, thinking of I should have choose the other way around. I don't know why but sometimes I feel like I have some kind of disorder which the persons suffering from it behave like they have an imaginary friend or something, continuously having monologue conversations. Pathetic. Next time, if I have an opportunity to do something, I promise will work my ass off for that one :') Well, pretty much short for a bored person hihi.